Mar 30, 2009

my crazy week ahead

today marks the beginning of a very busy week, (make that busy month). with the next 3 days filled with dance practices and meetings, i'm hoping i'll be sane enough and without dark circles around my eyes for friday's photo shoot. 

at the same time, hubby2be is so busy, i'm waiting to see how God will provide for our various needs (: speaking of which, very thankful for yesterday. after lunch with the worship team, our friend turned to hubby2be and offered us the use of his 2nd car (which is usually used by our friend's bro, who happened to be out of town). which was really cool, cuz it allowed us to go to ikea to check out furniture in the huge downpour, view a couple of flats and go around a few estates to suss out the 'feel' in our bid towards house hunting. 

we're gonna look for a 3-room flat now, instead of a 4, so that we can settle in our preferred estate. pray for us! (: hopeful, and feeling very blessed...

Mar 25, 2009

i am...

working outside in the morning and hoping the splitting headache i woke up with will go away. 

excited but nervous about the choreo session later in the afternoon. it's street jazz/hip hop, something i've always wanted to do but am not sure how it'll turn out (good i hope). at the same time, realising that my sneakers are now talking to me doesn't help. hopefully the ones on my feet now will make do for today. note to self: go shopping. 

stressed about work, the unforseen demands and expectations suddenly placed on me, which i'm finding a bit hard not to feel that it's unfair. 

wanting to go shopping but am afraid i'll splurge after having abstained from it for the past 3 months. 

wanting a good swim.

looking forward to wedding shoot next week.

wishing the new office email won't crank up on me again and give me a near heart-attack.

wanting to kidnap hubby2be from all his ministry commitments and disappear at some beach/park for an undisturbed picnic, to not think of anything and just enjoy each other's company. 

hoping there'll come a day i can eat chips and brownies and ice cream at leisure without ever getting fat. fat hope. 

Mar 18, 2009

in less than 24 hours

it's been almost a month since my last post. no particular reason i think, but the desire to write/blog evaded me somewhat...the times i did want to write, the lappy was in the office. :P

this morning i woke up to a sharp pain in my right lower abdomen. the pain became increasingly acute, i couldn't ignore it even though i tried to fall asleep several times after. unable to tahan after 2 hours, i woke my dad to bring me to the doc. it was 715am. i was afraid it would be appendicitis :(

what happened for the hours at nuh thereafter consisted of having my blood taken, being placed on a drip and in a freezing observation room. i had to wait till i could pee too, for the urine test. it was an interesting experience though...

i don't know how much blood was taken from me, but after that (and painkillers being administered to me), i was super giddy and light headed. during my time in the obs room, i saw a guy who had been beaten up pretty badly, an ah-ma who complained of spinal pain after falling at home a few days ago, a man who had possible kidney stones and an NS dude who had hyper-ventilated after doing push ups in camp. for a while, i almost felt like i was in a drama serial set in the hospital, without the make-up seen on most on-screen patients :P

while i was really relieved to be out of the freezing obs room, it was disappointing to not know what was the cause of the pain. 

"right now, it could be anything...your tests are normal (so it's not urinary tract infection). it might be very very early stages of appendicitis, but your body can't respond sufficiently yet. what we'll do is check that the pain is gone, and tomorrow you'll need to go to the polyclinic to double confirm that it's not there."

oh well, i'm just glad to be home, without a one-and-a-half inch needle stuck in my hand. 

the night before was rather eventful too! i went with k. to my trial make-up session and the first thing that struck me was the interior design of the studio. if i'm more into make-up, i think it would be quite the haven for such girls. so as it turned out, i marvelled at how make-up is really such an art (with the incredible palette of colors, brushing and blending techniques), requiring the fine skills of a steady hand like that of a surgeon. i was highly amused to see how i looked with so much make-up on (fake eyelashes!!) and with curls in my hair for the first time too! k. was similarly amused to see the dramatic change in how i look. though i was keen to find the best look that would suit me, i was also quite concerned i didn't end up looking older than the (also youthful looking) hubby2be. the make-up definitely made me look more my age. 

at this point, i'm wondering what kind of processes Queen Esther went through in her months of beauty treatment to up her already very fine looks. i was there for 3 hours and i became fidgety halfway through :P i guess there's always a first in everything (: