on a side note...

even though i know it all in my head, it still is very difficult to ignore the looks of shock (among other emotions) people give me.

even though i get it everyday, sometimes a few times a day, it doesn't make it any easier the next time someone gives me a look.

i get upset cuz i'm not pregnant out of wedlock or underaged. yet these past few months have caused me to rethink whenever i see a young pregnant person. rethink in the sense that i remind myself not to judge. because that young lady might well just be young looking too. or even if she was underaged, it takes a lot of courage and strength to go through that.